Thought I'd break up the monotony (if it's possible) with a different thread that doesn't involve dire speculation, or notions of despair.
Of course the relevance of this question is lost (or maybe not) on native Liverpaudlians (was either red or blue) but for people not living there like myself, the reasons for becoming an adopted Scouser were usually just a case of seeing games on TV and watching them lift cups year in, year out. Naturally people flocked to something that was the most successful at the time, or in some cases it was just a case of supporting a side for more sentimental reasons - like myself.
I grew up hating football. It bored me. Whenever I seen it on TV, I just didn't get it. As a child, I'd better things to be doing than staying in watching football. Like going out and catching bugs...and starting the occasional fire here and there and the usual mischief that an inquisitive child gets up to. I was the kind of child that read astronomy books and could name almost every single dinosaur on sight at the age of 8. I'd dreams of being a scientist, or some sh*t like that. Where did it all go wrong in my youth, I wonder! I blame it all on Liverpool FC.
I wasn't enterested in football, but I'd a strange draw to LFC. During the late 80's, I'd watch my brother (also an avid red) have numerous arguments with his best mate at the time, who just so happened to be a Manc supporter. Now, being a Manc supporter during this time would have meant to have to endure points of debate which they just couldn't argue with. They were suffering. They hadn't won anything in a long time, and we were just decades ahead of them. But still they argued that they were the better of course. It couldn't be debated and tempers flared. Often I'd see my bro getting into scuffles. I could never really understand it myself.
I never did understand, until 1989 that is, and a certain game in the league against Arsenal, and a certain player called Michael Thomas! I'll say no more. That day I saw my brother reduced to tears, and I didn't like it. I asked him why he was crying, and he was so choked up he couldn't answer. I asked my ma, and she said it was because his team lost. I never understood the gravity of the situation at the time and what the game meant. I thought it was a cup final - which it essentially was - but I still couldn't grasp why my brother was in such a state, but I wanted to know. So I followed. But only with a mild intent. I wasn't blooded yet.
The following year was a blur. I never knew or understood how bad the previous season had been for LFC. It had been through arguably the worst disaster in world football, of which I only paid a fleeting interest to on the news. I never knew what it was, or that it involved the club that I'm so passionately devoted to today. We'd also just lost the league title in the most dramatic way ever also. Another pain that I was immune to back then. One that I am thankful for missing. But that pain would soon be something that I would all become to familiar with, and would stay with me for years to come after this one. By this time, I'd only a passing interest in the team. I often knicked my brother's new home Candy shirt (the one with the white specks through it, quality shirt that) and wore it about because it looked so class. I liked the attention it was getting me from some, and disliked some of it from others.
The year of our last title winning season past me by. I was too busy just being a kid to care. But the bedrocks of becoming a red were now in my system. I just didn't know it yet.
One of the friends I'd made remembered me as someone who he'd seen around wearing that famous Candy shirt. Like my brother's friend, he'd supported the Mancs. History was repeating, only this time the chip had been on his shoulder and now it was going to be laid on mine. He'd constantly remind me during the early 90's of defeat after defeat that Liverpool were taking. I didn't really care at first, but I wanted to at least say something about it as it seemed to me he was taking pleasure from it with a sly smirk on the side of his face. so I learned. I read books, watched games, and somehow it wasn't making any sense. Like it never did. Only this time it didn't make sense because Liverpool were meant to be the side winning things. The more I watched, and the more I learned, the more I wanted them to win. I'd caught the bug. I was now officially a supporter. I just didn't know it.
Then something happened. The Mancs won the Premiership for the first time and the torment began. Manchester United shirts came out of the woodwork. Then they released that awful f*cking song in the charts and it really started to p*ss me off. I wanted something to sing about, so I expected Liverpool to win something in the coming season. We never. So year after year I kept the promise that we were about to win the league again, so then I'd know what my brother felt like. That day came when we eventually played the Filth in the FA Cup final of '96. I wanted one over on them. To shut them up. Of course a certain French whore popped up to rob my glory. I got phone calls of mockery. I tore the shirt off my back and I cried. I now felt like my brother had all those years ago. I was now a Red for life!
So now today I still wait for the sense of feeling that those true fans got all those years ago when we lifted the title year after year. All my years as a red have been confined to misery, apart from the odd year of glory, and of course Istanbul! That win was for all true hurting reds. Not the glory seeking ones of yesteryear. It belongs to those that have suffered. I grew up in the shadow of the Manc's domination, supporting the greatest football club that the English league has seen. I've always believed in that. I've always believed in Liverpool FC. I've always believed that the glory days will return. I believed then, and I still do now and always will! 16 years a Red!
Forever a Red!