Well done in advance Judge ya qu,eer!

Anyway..anyone that has ever smoked will know it is really hard to give up!I wanted to for ages but.I tried lots of times but was ready for killing dead things by 10 am,totally stressed out..I kid you not!
It really got to me,cause they always won!lol.Then a few weeks ago my mum took a stroke.She is OK,out of hospital and all that and will recover fully in time hopefully.Now I dont want any,sorry about yer mum balls off anyone cause no one has ever met her off here and she is gonna be cool!
But the 1st day I went to see her was like a boot in the balls after they had been skinned and vinegar pored on them!Im not talking about my mums state that day but there was a woman lying beside her about 55 years old who could only move her eyes!!Yeah a 40 a day smoker that took a stroke and for the rest of her life can never move anything but her eyes..her head is all there,she can think as she always could but her body is not her own any more!

Scared the sweet fu'ck outt me!That was a Monday.I set a date that I would stop the following Monday and got all pshyced up.Got patches had my last Cig on the Sunday night at 11.55pm and aint smoked since!Almost 2 weeks and not a puff!!
Its fuc'king hard like as anyone will know who has done it or tried..but every time i feel like one I picture my mum and that woman beside her..fuc,k that!!
Anyone else given up lately or tried and failed??